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19 May 2008 @ 09:38 pm
[JaeSu] Somewhere in Between  
TITLE: Somewhere in Between
GENRE: Slight angst
Summary: Junsu is torn between two things, knowing that both would only lead to nothing.
A/N: written for onew; she gave me airlock as the prompt. title taken from the song Somewhere in Between by Lifehouse. go dl it from ree's awesome JaeSu FST. ^^

air lock (noun): an intermediate chamber with two airtight doors or openings to permit passage between two dissimilar spaces (as two places of unequal atmospheric pressure)


Butterfly kisses floating against his skin, a touch here and there and Junsu is left gasping for air. he can feel Jaejoong's breath, hot and heavy in his neck; slightly hitched, matching his own.

Inhale, exhale.
Inhale, exhale.

‘We should get back, hyung’, Junsu whispered.

‘No... Not yet’, Jaejoong whispered back against his swollen lips. Junsu whimpered in half-hearted protest but pushed himself against the older man all the same.

Take me, Jae. Take all of me.

Junsu itched to say the words out loud but held himself back; held his heart back. He knew this thing with Jaejoong will lead nowhere; except maybe sleepless nights and unsent text messages at 3 in the morning with I’s and you’s jumbled in with something Junsu refused to think about right now.

‘They're probably looking for us’, Junsu said instead, lightly pressing his hand against the older man's chest. He tried to ignore the warmth seeping from Jaejoong's thin shirt but couldn't help wishing he could touch Jaejoong's heart as well.

Jaejoong leaned his damp forehead against Junsu's, sighing almost inaudibly; he knew when he's beaten.

‘Til next time, then, Su’, he said, leaving a fleeting kiss against Junsu's temple before opening the door and going out of the supposed-to-be unused bathroom.

Jaejoong's parting words were left hanging in the air, slightly uncertain yet full of promise.

Junsu leaned against the sink; the adrenaline, the rush, the want still pumping in his veins. He willed himself to stop trembling and almost succeeds until he licked his lips and tasted Jaejoong all over again.


Comments and constructive criticism would be greatly appreciated~ Thank you! ^_^
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レーザ。: jaesu: let's see you try getting outonew on May 19th, 2008 02:10 pm (UTC)

it hurts so damn much, kate. my heart's still breaking. ♥
ケイト: DBSK // JaeSu // raaawrkeight_michelle on May 19th, 2008 02:16 pm (UTC)
guh. i'm really glad you liked it. ♥
love you too, ree~ *cuddles* <333
you look good wearing my future: the jaesuhalfkissed on May 19th, 2008 02:40 pm (UTC)
He willed himself to stop trembling and almost succeeds until he licked his lips and tasted Jaejoong all over again.

that last line is just.... awesome. clutches ♥
ケイト: DBSK // JaeSukeight_michelle on May 19th, 2008 02:44 pm (UTC)
a;dslfk thank you~! (that's my fave line. ^^ i can't believe i wrote it, srsly. XD;)

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ケイト: DBSK // Jae // Ice Queen XDkeight_michelle on May 19th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
*cuddles* thank you for reading, bb~ ♥
oh, there you are 。: jae: can you hear my heart?yumeyana on May 19th, 2008 03:11 pm (UTC)

He willed himself to stop trembling and almost succeeds until he licked his lips and tasted Jaejoong all over again.

---dammit, kate. just when i thought this couldn't get any better and more bitter, you go and break my heart with the last sentence.
such love, hon. such love.
ケイト: DBSK // Jae approves.keight_michelle on May 20th, 2008 04:44 pm (UTC)
*mends your heart* D:

thank you, yana~ *cuddles* ♥
~♥Hope to the End. Always Keep the Faith♥~chloe1910 on May 19th, 2008 03:25 pm (UTC)
argh!! this is so bittersweet *huggles Poor Susu*
ケイト: DBSK // Jae // so pretty~keight_michelle on May 20th, 2008 04:45 pm (UTC)
*pats susu* D:

thank you for reading, bb~! <3
Kazuko: jaesu hymnkakkobean on May 19th, 2008 05:30 pm (UTC)
*feels all squishy* ooooooo~♥
ケイト: DBSK // JaeSu // *clingu*keight_michelle on May 20th, 2008 04:46 pm (UTC)
it made you feel squishy?! yay~ \:D/

thank you for reading! ^_^♥
kyokoryu: Junki's reflectionkyokoryu on May 20th, 2008 09:25 am (UTC)
awwwww. me ♥ jaesu
ケイト: DBSK // Joongie *chuu*keight_michelle on May 20th, 2008 04:48 pm (UTC)
yay! another jaesu fan~ :D

*cuddles* i miss you. T.T and i just checked you lj.. your entries don't appear on my flist! :O whyyy? *kicks lj*
kyokoryu: ji hoon with babykyokoryu on May 20th, 2008 09:10 pm (UTC)
gee.... is it because of the 1st post that's off-date ish? the one with the banner? i have no idea...